Who the heck is this chick?

Ok, I lied. I wanted to post more. BWAHAHAHAHAHA!

 This blogging deal is very fun...sorta. I just looked at some of the blogs posted on the BYUI group and my little ol' blog is nothing compared to theirs. BUT HEY, THOU SHALT NOT COVET. 

I wanted to put some pictures to give my blog a little "kick".

 

This picture was at graduation. That's me (the one with the white in case you couldn't figure it out) and my Aunt Ana (who's hilariously looking the other way). I AM PROUD TO SAY I GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL WITHOUT GETTING PREGNANT! Not a very "normal" thing to say, but in my family that's all that happens to the females my age. Well, most of them. Like my cousin who shall remain nameless in case she sees this which wouldn't be very good. She grew up with me, we shared everything, we were like twins. Unlike me, she wasn't blessed with what I was blessed with; the Gospel in my life. I am so grateful for that, for growing up with standards to guide my life in the right direction. Getting baptized is the best decision I have ever made in my life so far. So what next?

TWO MONTHS, THAT'S ALL IT TAKES FOR ME TO FALL IN LOVE...

with college, duhhh
Like SERIOUSLY I AM SO EXCITED FOR COLLEGE! AHHHHHHHH! I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET EVERYONE AND PARTY! (and study too of course!) So what will I be doing besides flirting with the RMs, partyin' it up, and having all nighters like every night? I will be aspiring to become a Child Life Specialist. I seriously love kids. They are the light of my eyes. (stop laughing!) Being around them and showing them the right ways of life is my favorite thing to do. I want kids that I am involved with to learn of their self worth and learn to cope with difficult aspects of their lives like I once did. I never had an easy life. I had one of the hardest childhoods growing up. I was beaten, I was humiliated, I was alone, I suffered. I don't want the kids of our future to go through living lives similar to mine. I'm not ashamed to admit that. But let's not go into detail ok? Some things are best said then read online.

I will miss this mini monster so so much! Her name's Stephanie, she's my sister (duh). I make fun of her, she makes fun of me- that's basically our relationship. Then there's the other side of our relationship where we love each other and have the best time doing stupid things like tossing marshmallows to the ceiling and catching them with our mouths. I tell her (almost) everything.


I am basically like her second mother. I bathed her, I changed her, I carried her, I stayed up with her when she was teething, I rocked her to bed. (great, now I feel teary eyed).

That's my brother, the one holding his nose. He's Adrian. I love this kid so much even though sometimes he drives me bananas! We have been through the same difficult situations growing up and he has always been there to protect me even though he's the younger brother. He gets jealous, he tells me if the guy I'm dating is right for me, and most of the time he's been right about them. Brother knows best?
Since we share a room (since like forever), I talk to him when I can't fall asleep. We talk about everything and anything. He is honest about everything and that's a quality that I admire. He is also one of the funniest people that I know. I seriously mean it when I say I hope my future husband is like him.

The other item in the picture? Well, that's my AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL cat Michela. I seriously love her sooooooooooo much. I feel like she understands me, she listens, she comforts. I can feel her love whenever she rubs herself against my cheek. It's an indescribable feeling; my love for this crazy little black panther. I will cry myself to sleep thinking about her in college, that's how much I love her. She's like a mini daughter to me <3

Well, my hands hurt. I don't want carpal tunnel so I'll leave it at that.


Arrivederchi!

This is weird

I FEEL LIKE A LOSER. I feel like I'm writing to air or an imaginary friend. I might as well get used to this awkwardness. How did I do it when I wrote diary entries and such? I seriously can't get over this awkwardness, haha. Let's start off with some sort of "ice breaker" or whatever. A "get to know me" sorta thing?
I found a survey that will serve this purpose, sooooo enjoy I guess and don't get too bored. ;)

Part 1- ME

Were you a planned baby? ummmmmm, nope! "SURPRISE!"

Were you the first? yup

Who was present at your birth?  my parents and doctor I suppose, unless I was born on the back of a taxi or something and no one bothered to tell me

Were your parents married when you were born?  well of course

PART 2- THE FAMILY

Parents married or divorced?  married of course

An only child? thank goodness I'm not 

If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?  the oldest :D

Which parent do you get along with best?  my mommy, she's like my best friend

Do you have step-parents?  nope

PART 3- THE FRIENDS

Do you have more than one best friend? yeaaaah

What do you like to do when you are together?  just talk...about almost ANYTHING

Do you share the same interest? yeaaah

Which friends can you tell everything to?  not many, only those that I really really trust and love really really much :)

PART 4- YOUR PERSONALITY
Do you have low self esteem? I used to, but I learned to be happy and to see the beauty around me and see all the blessings in both good and bad things in my life

Do you get depressed about things easily? depends on the situation 

Are you happy? yes! VERY HAPPY

Do you live life to the fullest? I try to, but don't go close to the edge

PART 5- APPEARANCE

Are you comfortable with the way you look?  yup

Describe your hair? brownish-black, medium length, annoying to tie in a ponytail because there are ALWAYS huge strands of hair in my face

How do you dress?  Whatever I think looks good on me and is comfortable, I don't have a specific style or anything

Were you a strange child? of course! (and still kinda am)

What is your ambition? very corny, but my biggest ambition EVER is to get married and have a family of my own

Are you scared of growing old alone? not really because I know I won't ever be alone

Do you want to get married?  :)

PART 8- THE OUTDOORS

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors? a little bit of both

Right season? fall 

Do you like walking in the rain? yesss

PART 9- FOOD

Are you a vegetarian? I tried to, but my parents wouldn't let me!

What is your favorite food? I absolutely loooooove hispanic food

What food makes you want to gag? peppers, cooked onions, and cooked tomatoes 

What is your favorite dessert? cheesecake!

Favorite restaurant(s)? I don't have one, I don't discriminate restaurant

PART 10- RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE

Are you single or taken?  single and ready to mingle 

If taken who is the lucky guy/girl? hard to say...and why would I put it here? hahahahahahahaha

Do you think love is the best feeling in the world? YES! I haven't really had the chance to really fall in love with anyone, but I bet the feeling is indescribable :)

Do you believe in love at first sight? yeah, I do, very much :)

Well....that was me in a nutshell. Hopefully I don't get bored with this blog and "kill" it like my other unsuccessful ones. Some motivation would be nice :)

Adios!


I leave you one of my favorite songs at the moment. A song I have been listening to this whole week. I never really saw myself loving this song, but I do. A lot. (just not as much as PATD though!)