But seriously though

I can't stop thinking about what I had. He's seriously all I think about every second of every single day. It would be great if the universe was on my side for once and let me have another chance to be with him again. There must be a reason for all this non stop thinking of him for a reason, right? But seriously though I can't see myself with anyone but him. Maybe I'm crazy and am attached to the past or there's something there. I don't know. 

I wish I could know if I should move on because I've been like this for a while now. Aaagh, porque! Just let me knowww!