Do you ever just love someone but yet at the same time hate them?! Aggghh
Why is this happening, why now? There's definately a reason for all of this right? Ha ha, very funny universe, but you can stop now. But ya know, like I've said before I'm ready for what's headed my way. Seriously though, I've cried buckets of tears over this guy. And he's really the only guy I've ever cried over. Love me again cause I'm still crazy about youuuuuu, agh. I don't know anymore cause I keep feeling and thinking different things. Yes, no, get over him, fight, etc etc. If Heavenly Father was here right now I'd be pissed. I am pissed. He tells me one thing then tells me another and leaves me to figure it out. That's unfortunately how life works. It's true what they say, you can't control who you fall in love with. But why now? There's probably no chance at all and I'll just live my days filled with regret.
Maybe my patience is being tested and everything that my gut tells me will eventually fall into place. Or maybe I'm just crazy.
"People often forget how much they love a person — or fail to realize how much they love them — until life forces them to remember."
and then I found another one.
"When you love someone, you can’t stop loving that person because it would require you to stop loving a part of you yourself."
oh my goodness please send help my heart aches.
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